Saturday, November 21, 2009

Berta the Beast

I’ve felt rather apathetic lately. With my photography, with my work, with my personal appearance. There is nothing wrong at home—Duc and I are as happy (and healthy!) as we have ever been, but something has been off for a while. It wasn’t something I could really put my finger on, no immediate causative agent, but the tide has finally begun to change. Such small things have given way to some significant changes and life, although good before, is beginning to taste even richer.



I’ve known for a while I needed to upgrade my camera. I was planning on waiting until my next tax return since I knew I would be able to take advantage of the tax credit, but I honestly couldn’t wait any longer. This has been a big cause of my frustration—I was limited. I had taken my poor little camera as far as I could go. In the last week there have been some things that made me realize I need to upgrade and upgrade NOW. So, I blew the dust off some money I had stashed years ago and used my mad money. And it was worth every single penny.



While I did not win the contest I mentioned in my last post, I did win the free Pro SmugMug account so I will now be able to link this gallery to my photography site and set my prices directly on SmugMug. Honestly, this is an incredible prize and this was yet another reason for me to realize I needed to get my butt in gear. The only thing holding me back (besides outgrowing my camera) was me.



I have been a mother for nearly a year now and while I have LOVED nearly every single minute of it, I know that pieces of me were disappearing, namely the feeling of being a woman. I have been devoted completely and entirely to him and I wouldn’t have it any other way, but I stopped doing my hair, putting on my lipstick and began wearing far more elastic waist pants than I ever would have imagined. So, slowly and gradually I am trying to add pieces back in that make me look good and feel better about myself.



So, life is good and getting better.



And here are some photos I took with Berta (the name of my new camera). These photos are completely untouched—this camera absolutely blow my socks off.

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IMG_0047 A little mini-session with my youngest niece.

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IMG_0094 Saige gets really involved with her TV shows.IMG_0120

Duc and Opa sharing a story.

3 comments:

MotherMotherOcean November 21, 2009 at 10:36 PM  

It happens. Life takes over.
I find that shopping and hair color help me. I know it is a simple thing, but it gets me over the hump.

Angie November 21, 2009 at 11:11 PM  

WOW! Great pics, friend! Glad to hear the tide is turning! Happy New Camera!

Michele November 22, 2009 at 8:05 AM  

The pictures are awesome!
And yes you need to do some things for yourself. No matter how overflowing with love you are for Duc, you have to take care of you too.

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