The night before Christmas!

Ok, it's not really the night before Christmas, but I feel like a kid again anticipating tomorrow's events!  It probably sounds silly to most, but this road has been so long and started long before sending in my application.  It feels as if I this is the culmination of years of heartbreak and great joy and it's all coming down to this.  I knew when I started the journey towards my daughter that that was only the beginning.  She was going to open my eyes, my heart, my everything to a whole new world--and she has.  I have such love for these two children that I have never met and who have likely not yet been born.  It's such an interesting place to be--how do you fall in love with someone you have never met?  How do you have such faith that they exist?  And how can a person possibly explain this to another person who hasn't been there himself?